Late Epiphany

I’m in love with a star sign flowing angel,
But lately it’s all been going downhill.
All her love is what she wanted me to receive,
But all I’ve been doing lately is lie and deceive.
Intentionally or not it doesn’t matter.
Now her trust in me is not whole but scattered.
I have a problem that it’s hard to admit.
Lying and deceit is like a very bad drug habit.
I love her and I need to treat her differently,
Even if she’s already gone and left me.
She is someone special in my life,
And all I can hope is that she still wants to be my wife.
But I need to make changes starting with today,
By starting to do the things that I say.
In this moment with God as my witness,
No more childish things and halfassedness.
She means much more to me that air to breath,
Without her, life feels like it’s death.