Apology to K&H

I want to say that I’m sorry,
Thing last I said caused pain and worry.
I love your daughter,
I doubt you’ll tell her.
I doubt she’ll want to come back.
Odds against me, stacked.
I just want to love you first born,
Like misery love countries war torned.
Thoughts of moving on and changing my number,
Dodging questions of if I still love her.
The answer is clear and plain to see,
But does she still want me?
Do the kids trust and accept me?
Take this as my apology.
I don’t expect things to be in my favor,
Not with my past behavior .